July 11th | Where am I being invited to surrender?
Card pulled | The Lovers | The Linestrider Tarot Deck
Before I met my husband I never fully surrendered into love.
Always keeping one foot in love, and one foot out the door, forever keeping open opportunities to flee, with myriads waiting in the wings.
I kept a part of me in the ‘what if’s’, I held portions of my self tied up in my past, everything was viewed with rose coloured glasses.
I loved most of them more in memory, than I ever did in the moment. And I destroyed many new loves, with comparisons to past ones.
For the first time I am surrendering fully into love, I destroyed my rose coloured glasses years ago.
There are no more ‘what if’s’.
There is just me, him, and a hell of a lot of love.