Never lose your childish enthusiasm

“Never lose your childish enthusiasm, it’s the most important thing” this quote from ‘Under the Tuscan Sun’, always stuck with me. Deeply rooted medicine, as though the saying reverberated throughout my timeline, I felt a deep calling to root into my childish nature. With a constant pull into the dark depths of my soul, and…

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Before I stepped into my power, before I found my path.

I was a girl. Caught up in a religion I did not believe in, bound by the constraints of wanting to please, I was drowning. It has not been an easy path to get to where I am today. It has been filled with tragedies and heartache, grief, trauma and disappointments, but a hell of…

I must be a mermaid. I have no fear of depths and a great fear of shallow living. – Anais Nin

My best thoughts come in water. Certain I was part fish in another life, my husband often hears the phrase ‘I think I’m drying out’. I ache for the sea. Unable to live more than five minutes drive from the shore, if I can’t smell salt in the air I struggle. A gift from Poseidon,…

I would fall in love with the idea of them.

Eternally attracted to the broken. An internal need to fix in them, what I could never fix within myself. Destined to see the best in people. An addict to potential, falling in love with who they could be, never with who they were. I would love them as my imagined ‘best version’ of themselves. And…

I have this unrelenting need to liked.

Formed at a young age and intwined with my personality, I need to be adored. For years I said yes to things my heart screamed no to. I worked too many jobs, filled my time with toxic friends, because I believed my yes would make me the ‘good guy’, fill me with their love, lift…